~Fading Memories~...~Reconstructed memories~

2006-10-22T07:43:00.000-07:00

PLS HELP
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=588612760233
PLS AND THANX

2006-10-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

Annoucement 2 THANX DAD, I REALLY APPRECIATE WHATEVER U HAVE DONE FOR ME... XD LOVE YOU!!! although i dun really show it .. but yeah

2006-10-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

haha ANNOUNCE STH..!!! MY ESPACE IS ALIVE AND KICKING finally muahahha... haha today.. record breaking day.. haha 6 glass items broke!!! haha lol!!! cool lah... oh wellss.. chem prac was fun for the first time hahhahahaha...haha pam... must lax k... haha today so so jing zhang... so cute lah.. haha..Mich's reaction today when u tried to kiss her also so cute !!!! haha mel also.!! haha now they know how i feel in the lift.. how come u arh.. not scared lah! want to scare u... fan er... u come make us scream.. oh wellss... LUCKY GIRL!!!! father fetch u home TT.. ps me... oh wells... i'm like sitting on a box... cos my dad bent the chair leg TT sighs...

grades suck wahahaha... >.<>

TO END OFF.. PRAWNS ARE FRIENDS NOT FOOD!!!! esp pam FRIENDS!!! and arh.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!! MUACKS.. k i'm sot liao.. haha hyper... i wonder what coffee would do... ??? hms... oh wells.. off to find... sets haha .. and rewrite stuff haha... I MISS CTSS!!!!!!!!! I LOVE CTSS! must catch up with jr some time.TT haven't been talking le TT.. what am i still doing here? lolx.. SETS!

2006-10-02T06:52:00.000-07:00

haha haven't blogged for a really long time again.. lol.. how many weeks have past? dunno... but glad everything's cleared le hahaha... coffee makes me high... yay XDXD... oh wells... hahax got my music test back.. die lah .. even Ms Tay said ... VERY CARELESS... oh manTT grats to vanessa.. full marks haha.. and physics test was a total faliure TT.. oh wells... another day passed .. held up for geog lah TT half an hour.. cos...our grp's presentation was like.. DAMN FREAKKING LONG wth... haha pam and i was like PDA again.. lolx.. ppl were staring.. and her fingernails.. so sharp...TT my finger like totally swelled TT ouch.. oh wells.. MY MUM BOUGHT SUSHI! haix.. today so ap.. TT sorry wc and pam.. hahah.. there's sth wrong with me today.. lolx.. van pam and i discussed about an interesting topic today.. will talk about in in 3 days times lolx stay tuned XD

Anyways...BIO IS DUE ... NEXT TUES yay.. dun need to pia.. haha... whee.. i just killed loads of ppl with... my violin.. man i totally suck.. gotta practice my piano soon TT wth llah stupid teacher.. boast about his AVERAGE STUDENT getting 134 (distinction) and that THAT'S NOT HIS BEST student.. others 140.. he even showed their results and comment about my suckness in piano... THANX ALOT... whatever.. i know i suck k.. dun need u to tell me.. grade 8 sure die le lah.. VIOLIN argh die also.. everything also die.. oh wells..
船到桥头自然直 or however u write that... and other stuff too .. hopefully he doesn't take it too hard.... TT

oh ya.. and u know sth.. u should quit treating me lah.. feel bad enough le lah.. always say next time next time.. Zzzz...anyways.. thanx hahaX....XD

And alv.. u so cute lah... cheesecake.. lolx.. good luck with exams kaes? lolx... jia you!!! Cheesecake ended up a friutcake lolx. oh wells..

AND MICHELLE!!! GRATS ON PASSING GRADE 8 PRODED GIRL!!!!!!!

plus.. someone who's always teaching maths thanx alot
Last but not least I LOVE MY PIANO!!!!
hms.. i should be doing sth else.. oh wells.. slack! XD PENGUIN.. I UPDATED LE ARH! haha

2006-09-25T05:25:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry kae.. i know alot of times le ... pls understand ...

haix.. and yes wc... i know i exercise i never grow any slimmer.. i fat k? u want fats ... any girl will willingly give their fats to u lah... Zzzz KNOW U THIN LAH... Zzz and yes ryan... though i'm a prawn.. i still need goggles... ps about laughing so much just now... erm.. wasn't intentional... PS PS.... sigh.. my music.. so careless.. cry lle lah.. sianedd... and i need to see that stupid technician!!!!! Zzz

WORM IN THE TOILET YUCKS....reminds me of school and the millipedes.. sick things... oh wells... whatever... HADY MUST WIN,,, HADY ROCKS....!!!!!! alv.. haha he reminds me of u.. somehow lolx. >.<

2006-09-22T01:58:00.000-07:00

i'm dead for maths seriously dead.. think i got almost the whole paper wrong... or not.. i dunno .. but question 1 , 5, 6 dead... WHY DID I READ THE FREAKING THING WRONGLY... 5 marks throw away ?!?! wa lao eh.. i'm dead lah... i'll fail real badly and go for vival... TT

2006-09-19T03:57:00.000-07:00

bio test today... sianed.. how could i .. get 2 giveaway questions wrong.. why.. can i never do my work properly in tests.. it's like my head's dead during tests .. wth lah.. sheeesh.. i'm so going to fail WHEN WILL THIS END! and.. TT i've seem to have lost my sense of direction.. sorry pam... about today. just write it of as pms bah..i dun wanna talk about it.. sheesh... tired.. TT yawn... EXAMS COMING UP SOON... gotta pia.. sianed again.. hm.. i'm beginning to wonder.. why did i even turn on e com..

ooo i recieved the letter le lolx... *opening* haha.. read later.. thanx anyway XD

haha today damn funny lah.. and whatever i said.. just came out wrong.. hms... wash moth later haha... aw.. wc.. fell ill.. GET WELL SOON hahha.... gd luck for bio test and chem report.. totally sucks.. due thur .. MY HAND GOT LIKE STAINED WITH PREMAGANTE... AHH! AND IT OXIDIZED... NEVER GOING TO GET IT OFF..... crap TT sheesh... i hate chem... anyways.. sukandar wanted to drive me out of the lab today cos i didn't wear goggles.. lame.. i was like just reading the burette lahx.. what's his prob.. oh wells.. ju li too lolx.. quotes the guy :" xiao jie... one more time i catch without ur goggles.. u can just pack up and leave.." LIKE WHATEVER... good that i wasted a teeny bit of HSo4 muahahah good for u... bleh!!!!!!!!! oh wellss. i'm off to nap.. totally shagged ... weee! haha and mitch... if not for the fact that i dun wanna grow any fatter... I WOULD LIKE SO TOTALLY KILL U FOR TAXING 3/4 OF MY FRIES... oh wells.. at least i wouldn't feel that guilty haha... XD

hm.. jr wants to talk to me on msn... OMEN... must be something...

quote of the day XD PRAWNS ARE FRIENDS NOT FOOD XD U SHOULDN'T LAUGH AND TRY TO MAKE THEM PMS FOR NO REASON. THAT'S JUST PLAIN BULLY haha XD I SHOULD BE NAPPING.. oh wells.. off to dream land XD

2006-09-14T07:54:00.000-07:00

hahah my blog's so dead..... too lazy to post... zzzz oh wells.. loads of things happening.. gosh lah.. i finally got to meet jr again YAY hahah all laughing like siao! weee i miss CTSS T_T oh wellss haha.. and i'm been failing loads of things... sianeed... oh wellss.. used to it le... and MY BILL LLIKE WENT UP TO 100 BUCKS LAH DAMN.. and my mum might confiscate my phone omg TT cry TT ... and CAN I REPEAT.. THERE IS NOTHING BTW ME AND RYAN ok.. stop the whole thing lah.. esp srinath.. sheesh...

hm..s.. i've come to a conclusion.. words are just words... and .. i should.. leave my feelings aside.. not bring down the mood.. hm.. not telling anyone.. is fine... i'm used to it too...

Pizza hut is fattening TT ZZ noooo i'm like going to do more sit ups and leg raises.. like freaking fat TT Zzz more random stuff.. oh ya.. hope john and sri like the prezzies i got for them.. haha i spent quite a while... lucky my friend pei wo... if not.. i would have died of boredom.. shit oh ya.. and crapp.. zzzz i shall not let him treat me again..

MY PHONE TT... can't chat le nooo... well 塞翁失马焉知非福 but still ..sad lah.. then i shouldn't use the com too much also.. sleep early.. be a good girl and not give my mum worries?haha

My grandma's here.. can't practice piano... Zzzz.. worse.. haven't touched scales.. + i was totally freaming today... couldn't sight read properly... sheesh.. and again.. MUST EXERCISE! haha random crap again.. wee
OH WELLS..

2006-08-27T01:43:00.000-07:00

haha .. badminton play until so sian... nvm soccer with my bro was like damn fun wee!! oh wells another boring day.. just rotting at home again... omgosh man ... my friends rocks though

ytd we were like at great world then i walked past this lady.. she was like wearing triangles lah.. albert and leon were like!! going to see... and see and see ... i never knew they were like so.. pervertic.. the devil wears prada is nice though hahah!!

concert was like so long though... the teachers band rocked!!! woooo anyways.. ytd was like a great dayXDXD I LOVE MY FRIENDS and pam u were like so chio ytd! ai si ni le.. dan shi.. luxin ba ni qiang zhou le TT oh wells

2006-08-24T01:55:00.000-07:00

haix...once again... i've let my mum down again... haix... TT she's like dui wo che di de shi wang... oh wells... nu li du shu lorx... what was that phrase again...some stuff quoted from celine... hm sad.. chemTT WASTED... ROAR... maths test tmr... DIFFICULT MATHS TEST TT physics tmr... sian.. sian....

ahahahaha just took some what do you want ur man to be like or what crap... and i got some weirdo result .. like romance, looks and life style more important... maturity.. average.. wth... crap crap and more crap haha oh wells can't believe that the bio guy said "she must be stressed" argh I'M SLACKING AGAIN... BETTER GET BACK TO WORK TT must pass tmrs test... TT hopefully

2006-08-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B'DAE GRANDMA!!!! CHOCO TRUFFLE CAKE WOOHOO xD fattening but good XDXD layers and layers of chocolate!!!!!!!!! XD

2006-08-18T18:50:00.000-07:00

Still.. i wanna thank someone... won't mention his name...for wanting to help me... i'm really grateful... really... although i'm kinda mean to you but ya... really grateful... THANX ALOT... but really if u are too busy then it's ok XD...

And sorry pam dear.. haha ytd .. wo bei ren cao xing.. so like so ap.. ps ps...TT

2006-08-18T17:59:00.000-07:00

this post will be in chinese... my com can't read though... pardon me for mistakes
你真的了解我吗？我不相信你
为什么，你就是不给我权力选择，
为什么凡是关于学校的是都由你来作主。
应为你，我真的觉得好疲惫。
你有没有发现到，我变了
上学了两个约后，我的朋友都看得出
一直问我，发生了什么事，感觉好像你变了许多
连妈妈也看得出我的笑容也渐渐的消失。
我不相在装下去了，我真的不想
我连跟你说话也得带上面具。
我已经在是以前的我。
我也了解你的想法，
知道我的成级一落千丈，你才来问我去哪里干吗。
是谁毕我去的？
我以经很努力，做个你能骄傲的女儿
但你都没支持我，成绩不理想就直接说，一定是你没用功读书，
但你知道问题的关键在那吗？我猜是不懂吧。
你以为我那么有本事吗，我不敢当。
朋友说，我应该把心上的话告诉你，但我看你实在太忙了，没时间听我倾诉。妈妈也为弟弟而头昏脑胀，也的照顾小妹，应该已经忙过头了。我们的感情疏远了不少，每次想和你说话，就会发生纠纷。有时向你发牢骚，说说而已也被骂。搞到现在，我什么都不想说，只想把全部的心事藏在心里。
但我还要谢你，不管有多么的忙碌也总是愿意载我去学校，补习等

2006-08-11T01:45:00.000-07:00

omg lah... i'm going to fail maths.. again... i'm like so damn shit stupid... why the hell did i make that careless mistake... it's like.. suck lah... i wrote the correct thing down.. and then cancelled it out.. again.. why can i never do my best in tests... i dun want to fail... this sucks... oh well... whatever.. no mood for other stuff.. anyways.. YUN HUI ROCKS MAN.. SHE LIKE TOTALLY AGREES WITH ME ON LIKE SO MANY THINGS..DAMN FUNNY ALSO... WHOO great time hanging out with her tdy.. oh and ryan... dun be too shocked and depressed ok.. the world's changing... XD

2006-08-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

I'M SO DEAD FOR PHYSICS ..... DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD

2006-08-04T20:00:00.000-07:00

haha... been a while again.. oh wells... situation in school's the same.. haha... try as i might.. i find it really tiring to keep smiling all the time haha... anyways.. Pam!!! smile more ok... mich too.. XDXD know it's hard.. but smile = less muscles used... u can't get muscles on ur face .. so might as well save the energy XD ok i'll stop laming.. but.. if u all ever need someone to listen to u... i'm a phone call away kaes... and thanx u 2 for being such great friends LOVE YA XD muacks

sighs... my piano examination was a disaster.. my examiner turned out to be really strict and hm.. stingy!! i got pass oh well... so much for practicing everyday TT sigh.. i wonder grade 8... I MUST PASS NO MATTER WHAT... if i go into the hostel.... i can't practice ... and that's really bad... PASS PASS PASS... FF7 rocks.. I LOVE MY PIANO!!! WEEEE

N my chem TT forget it man... carelessness strikes once again... in indices also... argh **** can't do anything about it i guess... just do better the next time...

My phone bill's another prob.. talked too much ... sms too much... phone hit $70 bei ma de gou xie ling tou.. and there's this thing about... CONFISCATION OF MY PHONE OMG.. NOOO... i can't leave without it...

oh ya.. and anyone who wants addidas / nike stuff... send me the screen shots.. my father will get em for u and a lower price... and Cheng... cheer up to kaes

2006-07-28T03:46:00.000-07:00

wow.. it's been 2 days since pam's b'dae le... haha i forgot to dedicate this to u pam

HAPPY B'DAE!!!!!!!!! U'RE 15 LE... ONE MORE YEAR TILL NC16... YAY actually.. pink card also can lah.. oh well that'll do...zhong zhi WO AI NI~~

must love the present that ryan and I bought..we left with our pockets alot lighter.. a miserable 5 cents to be exact... so funny lah.. we were like counting our money like siao... and counting and hoping.. that a miracle would happen.. maybe like someone dropped 5 cents on the floor or sth .. ryan even went to look on the floor.... appearantly..luck wasn't on our side... anyways.. we decided to bargain XDXD haha thanx to ryan..we bought the present.. haha...sorry ryan for the the trouble TT psps.. MR KU RAWKS.. haha funny guy..

i can't believe my mum actually thought i had a bf...all my bro's friend's fault argh... now she doesn't believe me... crappy.. and my father.. omg lah... i was dang tired so i wanted to like sleep in the car.. but my father nagged and nagged non stop... he didn't know it was falling on deaf ears... not that we were listening intently or sth lah.. so i decided to ask not to nag so much and that i got his point.. then he shouted at me for lack of time management ...always chatting and nothing else, yada yada... more crappy stuff.. zhong zhi.. everything was my fault jiu xing le... never even got his facts right and started to snap at me.. oh fine lah.. so yeah.. was like stuck in the car...with my dad shouting and shouting.. luckily i dun live that far from school... oh well that's not the end ... that's more to come... i thought of getting wireless so i could do my work in my room.. but my father accused me of talking till wee hours in the morning... just because i stayed up late once to finish my work... oh please lah.. i never do that unless it's like the weekends... appearantly.. the word piggy doesn't exactly register in his brain...AND the day b4... i was like discussing maths with pam so had to use the phone... seeing how anxious i was to get the phone back from my father.. he came to this conclusion that.... I HAVE A BF omg lah.. he doesn't even trust me.. thanx alot lor...whatever.. i wash my hands off talking to him... everytime i want to say something... he just scolds me for nothing.. dun talk say i dun care about him... woo hoo...man.. what does he want me to do... zhen ling wo gan dao bu zhi suo cuo... enough about my dad...

can't believe the class was like so fun during mentoring.. LOLX miss cheng was kinda slow.. too pure le...she didn't get the C thing.. when we like explained to her.. she was like.. wiping her sweat lol!!! guess that's why she doesn't teach bio? wait.. guess they aren't linked...

anyways.. haha i didn't get to cut my hair today ... leon couldn't make it.. oh well.. going tmr b4 the NPD preview lor sheesh... sorry pam... i was like so damn freaking ap lah... sorry... qing xu bu wen ding.. I'M LIKE CRAZY.. argh.. sorry pam... anyways.. haha went to jr's again... mos burger and pearly soya... yummmy XDXD anyways... i was like waiting for 173 lah.. then this dunno who was like staring and staring and staring.. exactly like that 180 degree neck turn guy.. omg. then at the end of the bus was another one... gosh lah....... ewwww.. went onto the bus.. then like indian students from millenia institution were damn noisy lah.. they had this weird smell too...

i made up some hypothesis during my free time haha ..

u dun see cute guys everyday
shorter guys are USUALLY more good looking then taller ones.. my bro's an exception though.. XD
good friends are hard to come by
most ppl dun usually care about your probs

hm..

can't remember le..BRAIN DEGENERATING... luckily.. my dad didn't bring he's guests back home haha if not i would have to sit there and die of boredom.. PHEW.. anyways... i'll end this post with a quote from pam :"make love not war... condoms are cheaper than guns" LOLx

2006-07-25T08:45:00.000-07:00

this is dedicated to WC

THANX ALOT... FOR HELP WITH PHYSICS ... SORRY ABOUT UR BEDTIME

ps that i was like so AP

thanx pam.. love ya..

regret writing about my father... maybe i should burn it...

2006-07-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

weeks pass by... and i really feel like i've accomplished nothing ... i think i'm going to thru a phase... partly because of nature and some how something/one else is really bugging me.. but i have no idea what.. it's some where in there... as much as i try to shake it off... it comes back again... thanx pam for keepin my mind somewhere else... i feel really horrible.. and a lack of sleep does things to ppl .. m i really over sensitive... i dunno ... i'm not sure of anything.... lost... in a vast sea .. can't blame me... i'm a prawn.. so whatever..... anyways... thanx pam for ur ear.... but i figure i wouldn't want to say much.. i dun feel comfortable about talking about it... i like keeping things to myself... bottling them up... i should do sth to get my mind off all these... things are just getting really complicated... whatever? heck everything? i'm at a loss... maybe i just needa lock myelf up and reflect.. maybe cry? if i can force myself.. just feel like breaking down.... what's happening... argh... pls dun let whatever that happened to me last year repeat again.. i dun think i'll be able to take it... i really miss my friends... somehow.... they seem more real... or it's me again..... i'm becoming anti social... i dun feel like talking .. dun feel like doing anything... oh wells ... i'll get over this somehow... i shan't pull ppl's mood down...

long day today again... considering the fact that i slept at 2 last night... yes i know it's a lot to some others le.... but i'm not used to sleeping late... piggy prawn.. needa eat and sleep... ended up APing.. SORRY EVERYONE FOR APING... i dun really mean it...

NAPHA was a total disaster... i got to 50cm and she recorded 46cm... thanx alot.. standing broad jump.... i feel back. if not... it would be 190+ le oh wells ... that's life

and TS i sincerely apologise ... i'm obiviously not aware of ppl around... sorry that i still dunno who u are...

2006-07-17T09:42:00.000-07:00

whatever lah... nothing's seems to go right .... if i'm right... he'll die... and i'll be free... oh well my long lost friend finally talked to me after ONE ENTIRE YEAR like since last year.. he got so busy... didn't even go on msn... think he's acc got frozen or sth haha... oh well hopes he checks he's mail bah...
for the first time in history... badminton was actually actually... tiring... yay for burning fats... coach was cranky again..as usual .. pms/adp whatever... weirdo...
PHYSICS... PHYSICS.... i'm dead for physics... cap's gonna hit rockbottom...all the way to kallang for tuition...... far like siao.. oh whatever...music calms the nerves ... apart from the squeaky violin..
ohhh.. and recently.. this thought came to my mind well resurfaced or sth... but ya.. i've been thinking... who really cares about me... friends.... great friends or just friends who only remember you when they need u ... hm... reminds me about last year .. can't believe my friend and i actually thought about letting a car run us down and see who turns by ur side... but i seriously wonder about that... hm...
feeling so lonely this few days... like... i dun really wanna talk to anyone... anti social i guess... i just feel like sitting quietly at one corner... something's wrong i guess...

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
but all I wantIs to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a starThats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

2006-07-17T08:04:00.000-07:00

i feel so lost this few days.. dunno what to do... everyone's like toying with my feelings... i'm not anyone's play thing... doesn't anyone even bother that i exist... guess not

2006-01-30T22:09:00.000-08:00

Woo... haven't been blogging for a LONG LONG while... too lazy... but i'm back... at least for the time being... got loads to say!!! and i mean loads cos seriously.... so much has happened... sorry shuana i haven't been to tag ur blog... forgot the URL again... if u dun mind cos u "tag" it to me pls and thanx...

2005-08-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

I'm a soldier, wounded so I must give up the fight.. lay right down and decide not to go on, there's nothing more for me, leading me away... or leave me lying here....

u were everything everything that i wanted... we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it... all the memories so close to me just fade away.. all this thime u were pretending... so much for my happy ending.

there's not way out of this dark place...

Fading memories.. reconstructed memories.. i falling into darkness

i'm torn into pieces

no one wil ever understand the bitterness...

2005-07-24T19:07:00.000-07:00

Sigh.... sorry i forgot to update the blog again.... er... for about more than a month >.<... anyway.. this darn post got deleted so... this is the SECOND time i'm writing this... er.... i've been having many probs lately... with alot of things.. sigh.. still fretting over the the carnival stall thing.. sigh... facing many obstacles now.. and all the NUS high school thing.... sigh... went for one of the forensic science courses... haix... autopsy of a dead body .. whoa.. lolx.. of couse not a real one... anyway... this will be the last year in this school ... all my post in school will be gone ... pianist and assistant sectional leader... music rep and student councilor... gone... T-T.. i'll miss u guys... sigh... anyway y.h. good luck with ur sit.. i hope u can see clearly because of alvin's head the quietness there.. dun die of boredom ok... touchwood choy!!! lolx.. i'll try to talk to u... even though i might sprain my neck... lolx.... sigh.. must enjot this year to the fullest ok ... and take neoprint too.. for memory.. lolx..

2005-06-21T16:48:00.000-07:00

SORRY GUYS... haven't been updating my blog... got tons to write... firstly the SC camp.... man.. the camp was really a test of survival... i didn't mind the Kallang beach thing [the place where the body parts were disposed... scary] but Pulau Unbin was terrible.. i mean we didn't even get to bathe and all... stinky... on the whole the camp was pretty fun. I didn't exactly get to experience the whole of it.. i came after i finished my other science camp.... sigh.. Nus highschool thingy... anyway... my group didn't have a name till later in the day when we were called APOLLO... hahax... funny name... anyway.... the people in my group were Sharon, branda, wati, Lucy, Yan lin and of course yours truly.... lolx.. anyway the first day was really fun.. the blindman's trail thing... and the staying up late.. to eat snacks... Hui xin y.h. and I were like talking the whole night... y.h 's leg was practically everywhere... i even woke up with her legs on me... whoa... the event I enjoyed most though was the Dragon boating so fun... i even got a tann... yeah .... i've been wanting that.. but now... my leg has 3 tones and arm 2.... lol.....

sigh... there was no lights in Pulau Unbin... and the toilets were awful... can't be flushed... and water... there is very little water.... still the camp fire was great... cooking our own dinner was real nice... was the sunset and still enjoy the view of the fishes... though they were all the same colour... for the amazing race... i was sorta in charge of the casaulties or something.... branda had stomach ache so i walked with her.. and yan lin same thing... so i walked back to base camp with her... what a long walk... and i kept wati company cos she couldn't catch up... anyway... i still helped ... lolx.. i think we walked like dunno how many KM.. siao one... the segments on ur finger... well the top one on the index finger is worth 200m on the map.... my leg.. was being poked by sand the whole time.. POKE POKE POKE.... how painful is that lolx... then finally we were allowed to go back home... we had to bring down the tent and assemble... oh and my group's instructor had a really good voice... lolx... we were all so tired already... when we got back to clementi i ate lunch together with Y.h. laksa.. mmm.... so good... plus cold can of F&N groovy grape...tasty... haven't drank that in like so long lolx...got back with mosquito bites sigh.. itchy.... well as ppl say happiness is when u get back home... and BATHE... nice long warm bath.. :D

Then on Thursday... we had to clean up the musty old prefect's room... sigh.. that room akes me sneeze since i'm sensitive to dust.... AH CHOOO!! lolx.. my poor nose.... we had to move the cupboard and clean the whole place till all the dust was gone... how dirty is that... + the fact that everything had to be moved out.... sigh.... my poor nose.... but we still got it done.. relif

on monday.. yesterday... we have another SC meeting... things to do with the investiture.... grace was in the exco... how amazing... well she is AMAZING GRACE... lolx... hahah.... anyway .. we went to the zoo for the project with Grace's sister after the SC meeting.. i haven't been there for so long... ah.. nice to see all the animals.. but it was so stinky... sigh... ate KFC... i think i've been eating out alot these few days... sigh.... i should not eat so much junk food... must exercise...lolx.. well that about sums up everything major.. lolx.. see ya

2005-06-03T11:41:00.000-07:00

whoa.... can't believe the emcee thing was today... lolx.... luckily we didn't mess it up.... sigh... thing grace said she couldn't go to the movies with us we were planning to watch madagascar.... so y.h. and i went... i dun believe we window shopped for like 2 whole hours.... we even bought the nachos combo + cheese sausages for the movies... man i didn't expect it to be so funny.. haha.. we were laughing all the way...

man.... it has been one heck of a day.. had to do so much planning... sigh... we'll be getting 2 CIP points for the emcee thing... that is so... cool ....the stall thing... sigh.. can't find a sponsor... and now everything's like in a mess... i hope everything will turn out fine.... sigh... anyway it is hightime i got started on my brochure lolx.. i think tomorrow... would be fine

2005-05-28T22:29:00.000-07:00

sigh.... bad day.... the good thing is that ... choir instructor Mr Lai is staying.... yay... that 's good... being emcee for the maths thing that's good too plus we get CIP points... but... on the 2nd of june... well ... i have maths olympiad thing and it is clashing with my science project team up sigh... + the NUS high school results are supposed to be out and my father is making such a fuss out of it... he is forcing me to go if i get selected.... sigh... then i told him i will not get selected ... he practically flared up today he was so sensitive... just a mere how come you came so late today question... and he thought i was reprimanding him for that.... and i asked him if they sent the email as in the NUS ppl he flared up... sigh... i feel to downcast... even my mum says that i look rather pale this few days.... so did my aunt and grandma... i guess i have too many things on my mind.. maybe it's stressed .. sigh.... what's more.. i haven't started on the holiday homework... sigh...

2005-05-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

Sigh.... this has definately been one of the worst nights ever.... now things are so messy....
i can't help it.. feeling so down now.... sorry y.h. i shouldn't have asked you to tell him anything T_T.... i feel guilty the whole thing's ny fault... sorry.... urgh... help coconut is driving me nuts... and i haven't found my rags.... sigh... tmr's concert dunno whether want to go or not....sigh.... what a long day.... *yawn* sigh... maybe i shall not care so much liaox.... urgh... [HELP ME]...

Sigh.... things are not getting any better with the carnival thing first settled on ice cream then change of plans... aw... i really wanted the ice cream thing with alll the milkshakes and alll.. man would be so fun... but the cost... argh... now we dun even have a proposal.... so i guess this is a mess too.... i hope we'll still stick with the ice cream... and y.h. pls next time if u reall wanna tell us something .... pls do... ok....

Plus the fact that my friend just told me that "MR COOL" is together with SHIMIN... i can't believe it... well actually i long suspected it liaox... but i mean... BLAH BLAH BLAH lolx... i almost chocked on my sweet... haha man he flared up today because of stephanie.... just because he accidently skidded right into her.. sigh...
and the teacher thought he pushed her... man...bad day... series of consecutive bad events

2005-05-25T22:46:00.000-07:00

Sigh.... man... after seeing y.h. off to the MRT station, i ran into this pervert.... at the bakery... can u believe it i mean.... he even asked what my name was, my hp number, and asked me to call him.... siao.... so... i told him i got no hp lolx.... quickly ran away... ps this is the the first time he called me... i think the thrid liaox.... man... must be careful... sigh.... i hope he doesn't bother me again..... -_-".....

2005-05-19T02:40:00.000-07:00

Currently Under Construction

2005-05-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

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